I dont know how i want to write this, and i dont know if its a good decision to share this writing with others. But i hope that we can learn something from what i want to write..or maybe..she, who i dedicated this, somehow in miracle will read this.

Day after day, i really proud, really care and of course really love my family. Expecially my siblings. I love my elder sister (along),my older brother (angah) and of course my younger brother (adik).All of them have their own character. Along is our unofficial leader, her wisdom always guide us to face all the hard time,and her caring always make us know that we are meaningful to each other. Angah is joker in our family, he have a lot of sense of humour,even he is unmatured and playful but whenever we together, we always have a cheerful moment with him. Adik is our heart, a silence guy, a person that we always can count ,our secret keeper,never betray us even the secret always hurt him more.

in our love circle, sometimes we cant avoid to think about someone that we never can count as our sibling,even we really want its in full our heart.She is my father's daughter. In our childhood Abah always told us that we have one sister that cant live with us. But he always in eager when it comes to time he spoke about her,how that our sister learn to cook,learn to making clothes and a couple of times he took us to visited her at school. We learn to know that our father once had a broken marriage, he had divorced long before he meet our mother.

Trough all our father story, this person always live in our heart. We always imagined one day she will come and live with us. But it never happen. Some reallity is really hurt. Something happened, since that, we never heard her name uttered by our father.

Life is complicated and unpredictable. My brothers had met her in unexpected situation,in different time and situation. She never recognised them. But we life with her photo in our living room,and it was a golden chance,when she invited angah to her house,met her own family. We silence in tears when angah told that she had a miserable life after my father divorced,only her marriage save her life.

Till now, we still have her cellphone number and address. But we never have a courage to call or visit her, we really scared if we just will make her life worse. Sometimes we jump to conclusion that she have her own life and never need us. But deep in our heart, we dream that one day she will know and admit that she have 4 other siblings,that always love her but never know how to tell her.

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harini aku dah habis menanda kertas..hihi kat sini aku nak letak satu contoh tulisan yang membuatkan hatiku panas semacam je bila menanda


dan juga minggu ni bilik guru memang bz tahap asbestos dengan macam tugasan akhir tahun yang best dan menyeronokkan kami para guru..hikhik..tahun  depan kami akan terima guru baru seorang, tapi kami dok pk kat manalah cikgu ni nak duduk sebab bilik guru ni dah padat..tak caya tengoklah ni ha..

bayangkan bilik ni telah menempatkan 14 orang guru, gambar ni meliputi 75% bilik guru kami..parah tak? tak parah lagi ..kami masih boleh bernafas..

ok aku nak sambung kerja yang masih bertimbun...kerja aku bertambah bila aku diarahkan mengganti sbg guru kelas bg mmber aku yg pergi induksi..takperlah tugas ni best gak..aku suka.. tugas yg perlu disettle:
1. Key in markah kelas -->due date before 20hb okt
2.semak markah students yg telah aku tanda
3.buat laporan sejarah perkembangan sekolah,hantar ke pejabat gabunga..-->due date 28hb okt
4.kumpul material utk bt buletin 2005
5.kumpul material utk update web sekolah
6.isi borang ORAL ENGLISH form 1-2-->due date 24 okt
7.isi markah dalam buku kemajuan pelajar kelas-->due date 25hb okt
8.hantar data guruSM borang kelayakan guru-->due date 27hb okt

ok itulah kerja aku yg terlist stakat ni.

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17 days more....counting for holidays
semalam aku jaga exam PMR,ganti mmber kursus induksi..boring tahap asbestos!

Ok, that policeman just said that he want to take a look his picture! Bullshit! It just make me hate more to uniform person..

ok continue..

Along this road we always to get through many of under constraction road,all dusting,noisy and many vehicles stuck on this road always make our journey worse.



then after about one hour and 40 minutes we will arrive at the heart of sandakan city,the main centre point is busiest road on this town,where all bank and market its here,ok i take this picture from previous post but this photo really paint a real Sandakan.




Then after all official bussines, our last destination in Sandakan is of course, Taman Fajar Bazar Ramadhan!!! Where we can buy all our favourite food and it have variety of food..i really mean it!

And of course we just rush to my favourite food! NASI KERABU! Haha, some of my friends really wondering why i like Nasi Kerabu,even i am not 'pantai timur' people. And some of them said i have to marry 'Pantai Timur' guy because i really obsess in thiS Nasi Kerabu. But if i marry with 'pantai timur guy' i have to cook this Nasi Kerabu to him,thats pity because..i not expert in cooking..LOL..bUT DONT WORRY..i plan to learn it. the funny thing is locals people called this Nasi Kerabu as 'Nasi Kelabu' thats really out of the meaning of nasi kerabu!



then we continue our jouney to backhome,yeah beluran is still our temporary home! Love or hate, we still live in this rural district...But before 50 km to beluran we always take a rest at Sg. Gum-Gum Mosque, to do our prayer.This is the best place in Sandakan for us, where the facilities for female jamaah is satisfy and i approve the toilet here! I really hygienic when its come to public toilet.


so at last we on our backhome journey...i always sleep when we come to this part. Even i my friend is tired than me after the whole day driving, but i cant do anything. Yes i have driving license but i never recover from accident trauma that happened 3 years ago at my hometown. Of course that was my 1st time driving and my car fall down in a big drain,a pickup have to pull out my car..thats a really terrible experience!

this is the road to one of rural area that named 'Beluran'. A serene road...only some car pass by..

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HARINI ISNIN -20 HARI LAGI NAK BALIK SMENANJUNG

Perjalanan kami memang sentiasa ditemani oleh lori-lori pengangkut sawit atau minyak.

Bila nak sampai kat check point, kami akan temui banyak gerai jualan hasil2 kampung yang dijual oleh penduduk sekitar tepi jalan tu.

Ornag disini memang suka meniaga, terutamanya sayur-sayuran dan buah-buah, dalam pada tu anda akan nampak rumah2 mereka bila betul2 nak dekat dengan chekcpoint.

Dekat cehckpoint tu akan ada satu gerai jualan buah2han dan juga sayur2an yang memang murah,tapi lagi murah kalau anda pandai berbahasa sungai,tidong atau bugis.

Disini jugaklah perhentian terakhir bagi smeua bas yang keluar dari bandar Sandakan. Dan juga menjadi tempat pengambilan penumpang yang nak ke KK atau Lahada Datu. Kat sini kena hati2lah ...bukan tempat anda..so pepandai bawak diri...tapi jangan risau sebab...

Ada pak polisi yg hampeh ni sedang menanti anda, gambar ni diambil sejurus sebelum kenderaan kami diarahkan ketepi kerana disyaki telah mengambil gambar pak polisi yang perasan hensem ni, menyampah aku..dia tak tahu yang aku mmg anti kat polis dan juga takutlah..sebab tak pernah kena tahan polis...korang agak2 apa yg pak polisi ni buat kat kami?

TO BE CONTINUE....

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Nilah juadah kami malam tadi

Tu dalam pan tu adalah kuewtiow goreng,dalam pinggan oren tu telur goreng masak sos,ada buah kurma,dlm polistrein tu..errr..nasi lemak semalam,yelah kan kami missed sahur..so kotlah bleh makan lagi,yang tepi kanan tu pulut panggang,pulut panggang kat sini besorr.. pun beli semalam. Then tu pinggan yg keluar dr dulang tu ada nasi and lauk simple tomyam.Semua ni housemate aku masak..hehe.Aku pulak buat air jagung tu yg dalam cawan tu...Semalam kirtaorang berbuka puasa berpandukan lilin nan sebatang,sebab blackout. Kat sini balckout biasa dah..seminggu 2.3 kali.

ok..nilah post terakhir aku minggu ni....tengahari ni kami akan kebandar..ada urusan bank. Then kami akan beli juadah di Tmn Fajar, kat sandakan kat situlah bazaar ramadhan yg paling famous skali,ramai org semenanjung berjualan,so kat situ adalah segala favourite aku..nasi dagang,sate,yong tau foo,nasi kerabu dan apa2 lagilah yg best...cuma roti jala yang mak aku buat je takder org jual kat situ..hehe..roti jala orang lain buat mungkin adalah...Wokeh kalau nasib baik nanti bleh la aku amik gambar tamu tu. Kat sini pasar2 makanan org panggil tamu.

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